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Love in the Time Of​.​.​. (LP)

by Blue Nagoon

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1.
Frozen in place Filling the space in between us there’s just stardust and some tears Sun's getting low We’re never going to know but I keep hopin' that the spark will reappear Would you stay, would you go? Would you lie, would I even know? When I ask you: do you love me? There is no right answer Would you fall, would you fly? Either way you’ll never see me cry When you ask me: do I love you? There is no right answer Promise to keep the truth buried deep So far down I only feel it in my bones How many nights I’d see you in the lights of the city and the rain on the stones Sometimes you look like you might know for sure and my heart beats faster If we don't feel a little insecure then we’re headed for disaster
2.
I have no illusions left I’ve shed my last pretense a shadow of my sunday best in a world that makes no sense I threw the grand charades with my stamp the deals were made to my will whole nations would bend a smile from me was silver a kiss was solid gold now I’m rich in a coin I’ll never spend Dance with me, feel the pull of the stars How the beating of my heart Slows for one sweet moment That's all I need, one little thing that's ours so when we finally drift apart I'll still know the pull of the stars I hear your voice but you're not here it's the howling winds of change blowing out the candles in the chandelier ‘til only one remains The north facade fell first no battle just the curse of time passed that we cannot retrieve the others found escapes through death or friends betrayed the grandest tapestry will one day unweave
3.
There, on those rocks my brother made out with his girl and a tourist caught them at it There, by the waterfall we lit a fire and said our last goodbye to summer there were screams and laughter and bitter tears we tried not to notice we went farther out every year I guess what I’m trying to say There’s no one else I’d rather be with Here at the end of it all The chill of the wind, the sting of our tears Hold me as the last ice falls we kissed knee deep in the river there we came up for air to find the sun had set I, I never wanted you like I wanted you when you shivered from the wet our clothes were steaming as they dried above the fire the ancient cold wasn’t a match for our desire I picked the kids up from school Oh baby we were fools scared the years would change us you are twice what you were I’ve never been so sure it’s a fair exchange
4.
Highway 101 03:50
I drift ‘round corners borrow from gravity use up endorphins borrowed from future me 'cause he's not here yet why should he get all the fun? stupid boy he still thinks you’re the one I left this morning the sky was dirty glass I thought about swerving into every car I passed ‘cause I’m not there yet don’t even know what’s down this road stupid plan was nothing more than "GO" When my tires leave the road For a moment I won’t know I’ll be flying Just like loving you As I fall I’ll say a prayer Raindrops frozen in midair just like crying crying over you I carried water from your poison well we raised our glasses high until I couldn't tell where you end and I begin the marks on my skin like the lines on the highway
5.
I never took a chance Sized up the world at first glance Fit my emotions in their places Never thought that it could come unraveling like this Face to face with you the summer wind is blowin’ in And I could sure use some of that girl If you kiss me one more time I will miss my last train home If I give into your lips on mine I am sinking like a stone Goodbye to my last train home I built a quiet life Got good at hiding desperation Checked all the boxes you’re supposed to One touch from you and I’m giving up the ghost, you are Testing my limits, testing all of my control Watching myself crash in slow motion The space between me and who I could be is a desert, a starless sky And I don’t know where to turn The space between us dissolving slowly Surround me, envelop me, and I'll forget my way back home
6.
Packed my bag full of regrets Cut strings and placed my bets Trapped my hopes inside a room with a view Falling rain on dirty streets tried in vain on dirty sheets To find a substitute for you Then in the stillness of dawn I’ll find out where it all went wrong before the battle lines were drawn I don’t know where you’ve gone but I’m find gonna you I dream of falling through the glass The desperate lives I’d pass I wake up just before I hit the ground One of these nights it will be over If beauty's in the eye of the beholder Baby you'll be framed in light burst out of the night like the dawn of a brand new day And when my love reaches out to you will you feel me? will you know it’s me? I'm waiting there in the stillness of dawn I’ll find out where it all went wrong before the battle lines were drawn I don’t know where you’ve gone but I’m find gonna you
7.
I remember when the lights went out again We poured another and pretended it's the end Inch by inch we grew too big for the world One by one we flew Into the great unknown Songbird spread your wings Keep the engines runnin’ and the filters clean I cut the cord that kept us in between I told you all my secrets and suddenly I’m floating into space we won’t remember when the times were lean the sun is brighter than we’ve ever seen tell me all your secrets and we won’t leave a trace We never needed our feet upon the ground We don’t need to see the flash to hear the sound five by five we read you are the first one I call time by groundspeed shot out like a cannonball Songbird spread your wings Keep the engines runnin’ and the filters clean I cut the cord that kept us in between I told you all my secrets and suddenly I’m floating into space we won’t remember when the times were lean the sun is brighter than we’ve ever seen tell me all your secrets and we won’t leave a trace If there’s something out there gonna fire at will The rounds will fly forever in the endless still We don’t have to worry anymore that they’ll fall back down
8.
I thought you loved the lightning in my veins when I would take your reins and shake your foundations I thought you wanted your doors off their hinges life on the fringes of a greater temptation Shattered glass on the floor now I’m watching a door you won’t walk through anymore Damn you Now I see that she is your harbor and I’m the storm My rage and pain crash on your window as she keeps you warm I thought you cheered my bitter cold shoulder how I give no quarter when love is the prize I broke the sky wide sundered the earth but you proved your worth and your courage were lies I refuse to concede I know what you need I’m bringing the hells home with me tonight But you were all along a leaf in the wind and I was wrong to think you could stand beside me when my rage is coming sideways
9.
When I got your letter we were in the middle of a dance walking a fine line stopping just short of romance Drowning my sorrows tears falling on the page you’re fighting the good fight I’m rattling my gilded cage where are you now? I’m lost in the garden of your words every platitude a weed every ‘I Love You’ a bed of roses prick my finger, do I not bleed? I put on a brave face Take up causes and take down names I am lightness I am mercy I am grace but I'll never be the same The girl that you left won’t be here if you return I can’t find my stance on a world that refuses to turn where are you now? I’m lost in the garden of your words every compliment a weed every ‘I Love You’ a bed of roses prick my finger, do I not bleed? I think you want a statue patient as a stone but I’m only human flesh and bone yeah I’m restless flesh and bone I can’t read your words through the tears falling on the page you’re fighting the good fight I rattle my gilded cage where are you now?
10.
I felt the crash, I was thrown clear they burned to ash, I dusted myself off and ran I cut the ties, broke the cycle I will rise up and carry on the best I can beside your black heart I shine gray take me in your arms there's nothing left to say hey let's make waves Let them drag us into the breach You, I choose you but you linger just out reach come back to me you pulled the string, it all unraveled winter spring, back in the machine you go so sabotage it, dance on the pieces break the mirage it's the fantasy they sell you know these stolen moments are no way to live taking is easy but something’s gotta give I know it calls your name you know it haunts me too Tether to me we will make it through together you know it calls my name I know it haunts you too join with me we’ll wash over this dirty world like waves
11.
Petrified 03:52
summer when the rain is on fire your skin is steaming beneath your coat we scheme and we conspire to circle round desire in a leaky boat we went up the mountain a subtle storm a tempest in a teacup by the fire the spark between us it lept the firmament a shooting star all energy potential a rainstorm so torrential it never fell a gold rush never ending we got caught pretending we know its tell obvious like the mountain beneath you shedding water shedding skin we’re reborn new and all we know about love is how to hold it till it’s gone I tried to stand up straight and tall I turned to stone I tried but I was petrified we were giddy from the riches bigger than our britches we thought we had more time years from I’ll dust off a picture frame the heat will rise in waves and take my breath the unresolveable tension evidence that we were fools

about

"Love in the Time Of..." is a collection of Blue Nagoon singles released between 2021 and 2023 polished up with some re-recording and remixing, and one new song.

In the same vein as his 2023 album "Here Be Dragons," these songs owe a lot to those glorious times in history when synth-based pop music and rock were smashed together. Particularly the late 80s/early 90s when artists like Belinda Carlisle, Heart, and Starship were riding that sound to the top of the charts. Or, more recently, Chvrches and The Midnight.

Also in the mix are elements of progressive pop and rock and a focus on character and storytelling found in singer-songwriter work. You'll find all kinds of old-school songwriting elements here: bridges, solos, change-ups, and lots of surprises.

Thematically these songs all deal with, well, love in times of challenge, inexorable change, and decay. But while we may catch many of the narrators in these songs at their low points there is always hope and the possibility of breaking cycles on the horizon.

"Last Ice Falls" and "The Pull of the Stars" see their narrators coming to terms with the inexorable passing of time. "Highway 101" and "Battle Lines" find them in the turmoil of major changes. "Leave a Trace" is a classic "let's get the hell out of this tiny town" tale spun up into sci-fi proportions.

credits

released April 2, 2024

Written, performed, produced, and mixed by Michael Maas except:

"There is No Right Answer" vocals by Heather Mitchell.

"The Pull of the Stars" vocals by Kristina Paulick.

"Last Ice Falls" vocals by Salissa Thole.

"Highway 101" additional background vocals by Carrie King.

"Last Train Home" lead vocals by Shona Osterhaut, backup vocals by Austin Osterhaut.

"Battle Lines" lead vocals by Patricia Lattime, additional backup vocals by Shona Osterhaut and Salissa Thole.

"Leave a Trace" lead vocals by Alix Curtain, additional backup vocals by Alyssa Fischer.

"I Am the Storm" lead vocals by Shona Osterhaut, additional backup vocals by Salissa Thole.

"Garden" vocals by Alyssa Fischer.

"Waves" lead vocals by Patricia Lattime.

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